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The bottomless pit
And there I was thinking things couldn't get worse…
Huddled up in the darkness looking for warmth…
The soil mixed with red tears of thick blood; and the scent of death is everywhere…
What a fool I am…
Thinking we have reached the bottom of the pit called life…
When the ground shock from under us…
And  All hell broke loose…
Again we fall…
Will this ever end?
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i wake up at the middle of the night
i look around can't see the light
i get a pounding urge to sit up and shout
... shout... scream sounds more right
but my voice seems stifled by the tears in my eyes
my breath hardly leaves my chest... silence
silence as thick as the mud in my mouth
i take a deep breath seems heavy with the scent of death
sit up straight maybe i'll awake
will i ever awake
ever... Never... someone, anyone, WHERE ARE THE SOLDIERS OF LIGHT
the heavy stench of bodies lurks in my dizzy head
those whom have fallen yet I've never met
we will walk together on the path towards the light
may those left behind have more light in the darkest of nights
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Oh how I wish to close my eyes
To walk through fields of life
Running towards eternal lights
Free as a bird no need to hide
BANG... a bullet pierces my sight
And I wake up to a pool of blood
I have died but the price is light
For my brothers to live in the light
I will do it again again and again
Till they hear my spirit's cry
Freedom is me soul's delight
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gracious gifts by faredmllm gracious gifts :iconfaredmllm:faredmllm 3 7 first days of spring by faredmllm first days of spring :iconfaredmllm:faredmllm 0 2 yew bublees by faredmllm yew bublees :iconfaredmllm:faredmllm 1 4 C U by faredmllm C U :iconfaredmllm:faredmllm 2 0 dominos by faredmllm dominos :iconfaredmllm:faredmllm 1 8 burst my bubble by faredmllm burst my bubble :iconfaredmllm:faredmllm 2 0 shine by faredmllm shine :iconfaredmllm:faredmllm 1 7 my first ever by faredmllm my first ever :iconfaredmllm:faredmllm 0 4 Interior Design... by faredmllm Interior Design... :iconfaredmllm:faredmllm 2 4
Your Love

I try to dream…
But the horror strikes on me
I try to sway…
But they are waiting for me
Clutching me to the ground
With filthy claws and thorny paws
Nothing will save me but your love
Shining against all their dark
Breaking all walls built around
Tearing the shackles of ghostly nights
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She wanted it to.
In a way it did and she enjoyed that acidic bite racing through her body, leaving a trail of bombs within her flesh.
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Clutching herself not much more could melt away.
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Dear Friend...
Dear friend,
I gotta ask you a few questions
It'll only take a few minutes…
Like, how are you feeling today?
Bitter, full of resentment, angry, or full of self-pity?
Dear friend, what are you doing today?
Lying, cheating, or dropping threats?
Do you ever feel lost, dear friend?
Don't you know that we're trying to make you happy?
Don't you ever feel guilty about taking advantage of people?
Dear friend, don't you ever feel lonely after awhile?
Doesn't the hate weigh down on you?
Because it would crush me…
Dear friend, what's wrong with being happy?
And  why am I calling you my friend?
'Cause if this is how friends are to you
Then I don't want to be your friend anymore…
I don't wish bad things for you
And I hope you may find happiness one day
But until then I must say good-bye…
Yours Truly,
A Forgotten Friend
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In an unsubstantiated corner
Caught between nowhere and nothing (and love)
I suppose I still want your tired heart,
Your worn-out soul, your nameless dreams (your love).
Once, long ago, I believed in fairies
And golden rainbows, falling stars (and love).
Don't do anything. Don't speak, sleep or breathe
Just disappear, without my heart (or love).
Promises are broken or surrendered
Caught on the cusp of hopelessness and doubt.
I suppose I knew this day was coming
But you cried too long to figure it out.
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  • Listening to: The sound of spirits crushing under greed of MAN
  • Reading: LIFE
  • Watching: time passing me by
  • Playing: with my mind
  • Eating: my soul
  • Drinking: coffee
it has been ages since i was here last :( for reasons mostly out of my control...
i have a lot of things to catch up on so i better get to it :)



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Stapic Featured By Owner May 3, 2011  Professional Traditional Artist
Ready your poems makes me explode with inspiration!
Test-Grave Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2011
Thank you so much for the fav! :)
faredmllm Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2011
keep up the good work
Test-Grave Featured By Owner May 1, 2011
Ill :D
blood-red-ribbons Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the favourites darling,
You and your lovely comments made my day <3
faredmllm Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011
aww... :blushes:
you don't know how much that means to me; i live to bring joy to others...
espiceally pretty others ;)
Pure-Poison89 Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i gotta admit that i RLY enjoy reading ur comments, thanks a lot for everything and plz don't stop commenting in my deviations :aww:
faredmllm Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011
aww.. music to my ears :) i live to bring jot to people... and don't worry i won't stop ;)
although i might be a bit late sometimes because of all that's going around in the region :(
Pure-Poison89 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
oh i see, then it's ok i totally understand.. no worries ;)
I'll look forward for ur comments :aww:
faredmllm Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011
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